(Kara with the adorable puppy!!)I do apologize for the crazy ranting and raving on my last post. I have been a bit over emotional in the past few days due to the metformin (awesome medication that makes you crazy) I have been taking for the fertility stuff. It takes a few months for it to really get into your system so I figured I should start it sooner then later- makes me feel sick ALL THE TIME though! Seriously though- I was at church today and had a mini anxiety attack and almost collapsed...ridiculously embaressing. I sooo appreciated all the comments and kind words though. I really do love reading all of your blogs and hearing about all the wonderful updates in your lives.:) I think I just need to know my boundaries- knowing when to read other peoples blogs. I honestly usually don't have such a hard time with the "keeping up with the Jones's" issue-but when you are feeling really depressed, it's best to stay away from reading the oh so perfect blogs. The fertility stuff along with the stress of moving AGAIN I think kind of did me under. After writing that angry post my good friend Kara and I went shopping, to taco bell (my fav), and to Puppy Love- the cutest petstore where we pet the most adorable puppies ever. Really did make me feel better.:) Things are hopefully going to take a brighter turn- we have some fun trips to look forward to and I finally found the apartment we love and will be staying in for the next year. This will be a first for both of us, but we are excited for the no maintenance part and being back in are own little space. It's funny how much closer Jonny and I have become being forced to be in such a small space together. Thanks again for all your support.:)
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Just remember that the people with the "oh so perfect" blogs are far from perfect. I've found that the people who typically seem to have everything together are the ones who are secretly falling apart. It's easy to write a blog post and just leave out all the bad moments and ugly pictures (um, that's why I rarely post pictures of myself on my blog...unless I look super cute, it doesn't get published!). I think you're pretty great, which is really all that matters!
I am so sorry that you have been down lately. Please let me know if you need anything. Keep your head up. Your prayers will be answered one way or another. I will pray for you two.
I posted a novel on your last post so you better check it hahaha loves!!
Such a great day that was! I know it wasnt my blog you were referring to, obviously I am dealing with the same issue, but just kind of ironic that the tittle of my blog is "Keeping up with the Jones's" haha. :) Britt, I totally understand all that you are feeling and its perfectly fine to let out those emotions, your frustrations. Its healthy! But, you are well not to dwell on it and to remember your blessing, as you mentioned, that Heavenly Father has something special in store for you. Keep that faith sweety, it will happen for you! Its really only a matter of when. :) Love you!
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